baby know, fersure that ill never let you go.

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broken & beautiful

don't look up just let them think

there's no place else you'd rather be in now

you can't turn back

because this road is all you'll ever have

musicismyboyfriend
,	Thursday, January 7, 2010, 5:42 PM life. i smoke the weed, and i drink the patrone i have the sex, but i feel so alone. ive been corrupted, ive been saved ive lived my life but only to this age. im in love, but i feel discouraged i was never scared, i felt nothing but lurrage. i stopped the drugs, and im completely sober i still have sex, but i want it to be over. my lifes becoming proper, but its still a mess i wish i could go back , and not love him less. im not happy, more sad, i wish i was i had the love that i used to have. He loves me so much, i could careless but i think to myself, is this just a test? im not sure how i feel, but i want his kiss to seal the deal. no more lies, have been said atleast thats what i think, from what has been put in my head. He holds me tight when were alone but when were not, i feel the tone. the tone of his laugh, when i start to cry he never comforts me, only when he lies. I would like him to treat me with resepect and trust but all i get, is sex and lust. does he love me or is he a lie i want to know, but i just cant survive this is to much, i want to slow it down he doesnt agree, he acts like a clown. I should leave him, here to discuss what he did to me, and make him no longer lust. i want him to love me, not for sex. but for who i am, my beauty and text. who am i ? who have i become i never thought id move on but the day has to come. maybe not now, and i hope not soon i want this to last, so i gotta be tuned. i love you and you love me so lets make this work for us to be . Sunday, November 1, 2009, 5:10 PM My Cinderella Baby i know your confused. but im trying to let you know, im a good dude Anytime you need me yeah i'll come through cos belive me i know your inscure so i'll never think to hurt you and this aint just words this is from my heart your soul is unheard and i feel im the man today to wash away nigga thing that your mind couldnt take nigga the things your mind couldnt take bout these niggers today listen, why you such a doubt take the chance and ill show you what im all about i would have ever motive to respect you never would neglect you in my dreams im your other half who profects you, i might just keep it real even though i find it hard to tell you how i feel wouldnt know your reaction , why you think im putting up a front. when deep down in side its you that i want. No one can do it better, im your prince charming, your my cinderella i know you got feelings for me, i got feelings for you but hoes its gonna grow if we are two. thats why we gotta unite as one baby girl broadcast our feelings to the hole world. I know you visualize as me being your man no need for the wait i could take you by your hand Anytime you close your eyes I know you feel me by your side, I know some fellas did you wrong it wont matter when you here this song I cant wait to see you smile just that feelingis worth while your so beautiful i would never miss treat ya you are my cinerella-with all good things leads to the bad so if we are together these girls be getting mad plus they be getting jealous you know they talking trash i dont think to pay attention their a figment of the past your my future yeah i know it kinda bold but when i look in your eyes that certain love unfolds I know i seem un paticent but i cant take it no more, i cant take it baby listen, i can hear your heart beat do you hear that girl , its crying out to me its saying were ment to be, you see im down for you and i will go my own way to look after you even though your not mine , it hurts i cant hold you in my arms telling you we'll be fine i hope my heart really the way you feel, i recomend your kiss , just to seal the deal, Anytime you close your eyes I know you feel me by your side, I know some fellas did you wrong it wont matter when you here this song Tuesday, September 29, 2009, 4:38 PM i finally felt it again When someone experiences a relationship, they experience a breakup . often ; when the boy and girl break up . its over, finished ; just friends . but that only depends on if you still love them . you cannot be friends with a ex boyfriend / girlfriend if you still love them , it will never ever work. I finally realized that all i can do now, is look forward. Not look at the past, and keep that as a guide line to my future. i have to live my life, how it comes, not how i want it to come . fighting with someone you care about, is most definitely not the best feeling . but sharing thoughts, feelings, emotions , love and ambition with someone you care about, is the best feeling ever . But looking back on pervious mistakes, it was like .. i was not allowed to love you in public . only when we were together, alone . is that right ? or wrong.. I always love you, and i don't wanna change that from time to time because of who's watching us . Does it make sense for someone to care about someone else only at times when they want you to ? or should you be able to care for someone , when ever you please ? its got to change, now.. and fast. I seem to sense that you care for me more then you did . you hold my hands , play with my fingers, kiss me on the cheek and stare into my eyes with that lovely glare you always give me . " rest your head on my shoulder, its alright, go ahead kiss me when you want to, your allowed to, I'm not going to be applaud. hold my hand when your nervous, tired, bored or when ever you feel like you need someone there, because ill be the one that you want to look in the eyes and say that you love me, because ill be the only one that will say it back and mean it " play those cute songs, with those obvious lyrics. i just wanna kiss you, but i can not right now . so kiss me though the phone Sunday, September 13, 2009, 1:39 PM been to long I would of never thought it would last this long , never would of thought it would mean this much. So many times I've been hurt, and too many times i forgave. Does anyone know what its like, to fall in mad love with a guy who treats you like shit ? Not just a guy, who's a little rude to you, or who dumped you because he lost feelings, because c'mon it always happens . But a guy who, dumps you, but is still with you ? Treats you like your everything , but your nothing . Gives up on you, and runs back ? Lies to you, but makes your believe ? Doesn't let you let go, but he lets go .. Imagine have the perfect boyfriend . Held you in front of his friends, invited you over to his house, kissed you in the hallways, held you when you were cold, stared into your eyes, always put you before everyone, complimented you on everything, joked around with you. Its cute eh ? how a guy can be like that ! i love it, its the best feelings ever, actually knowing that a guy will take his time to take care of you, to protect you. How can all of this love, go down the drain and turn into everything it never was. I just want someone to explain to me how someone can be the complete opposite of who they used to be . Though, he will "act"like he loves you on the odd day , maybe its because he's asking for something ? Once he gets the "secret little thing" he's asking for, he will treat you like total shit the next day . I know its so hard to resist , because you think that he will change, that he will finally learn what he's been doing wrong to you, but in reality he hasn't learned anything other then how to treat you more like shit. It isnt fair, you've been the biggest asshole to me that a guy could ever , and you expect me to be the nicest person ever, i make ONE mistake and every things a downpour ! You told me you didnt care, didnt care who i was with, or what i was doing, and you expect me to think that you do care ? I really shouldn't sneak though peoples conversations, but then again thats where i get the fucking truth . How do you do something so special with someone and then tell people you have no feelings for them? but wait, i swear you were "mad" that i hooked up with a different guy ? ahahhaa, well suck my dick ! you were my worst nightmare . my friend . my best friend . my confusion . my boyfriend . my lover . my heartbreaker . my love. but you are my temper, i can not control you nor can i get rid of you. you loved me . agreed with me . broke me . fixed me . fucked me . shattered me . played me . confused me . exceed me. and tore me to shreds. all i can ask for is , whats next big guy ? Sunday, August 16, 2009, 8:32 PM complications A teen's life is very complicated. For both boys and girls, espically girls that are in love. Its deffinitly not easy to be in love, espically if the guy you do love, is a inconsiderate asshole. Somehow the "good guys" never really get the girls , its true, think about it . All the "assholes" get all the girls, only because girls love rude , demanding guys. I never really knew why, but its the tottal truth. I dont understand how a girl can be completely head over heals over a guy if he treats her like garbage. She will kiss the floor he walks on, and he will just step on her face, knowing that she will just come back loving him more then she already did . He will be rude and disrespectful to her when hes with hes with certain friends, is it beucase hes trys to act like hes cool ? i dont know what the story is , but its not cool .. But when hes one on one with the girl, he will treat her like shes anything he ever wanted. He will tell her he loves her, and tell her how beautiful she is, but right when she turns around everything changes. He could break her heart a million times and she couldnt dare to hurt him once. So why do guys get a right to hurt all these girls ? ill tell you why . beucase theyre guys, beucase they are the ones who make you fall in love. its YOUR fault your in love with him. You stared into HIS eyes, you laughed WITH him, you held HIS hand, and you fell in LOVE with him. Did he make you do all this ? did he tell you to fall in love with him, no. You did it on your own becuase something about him, made him seem different in every way possible. He seemed sweet, hot, cute, nice, loveable and most of all respectfull. But then that guy you thought was Mr.Perfect , finds out you love him, beucase ofcourse you cant hold it in. And now, he knows he has you in his trap, he knows that he can take complete controll over you, he knows that he can hurt you so man and get his way, but no matter what he does, you will NEVER EVER leave him . its pathetic, but its life and love. so suck it up girls, stop crying over these guys, because they WILL hurt you, they will make you cry over them , and you know it. So if you know that this is going to happen, why waste your time crying and putting yourself through all of this. im not telling you to move on, or to not go for these guys, cos hey, im in love with one. but make sure what you say and do, cos once you get that boy knowing he has control over you.. games over.		About LESLIE! Everyone has a temper , bad temper or a good temper. Think of it like, your guy . You cant control your temper nor can you ever get rid of it. It will always be there good or bad. Im leslie , my lifes a little more hetic then a normal teenagers life. I have amazing experiences and worst. I have faith in my family and my friends but i only trust few. I've been trying to keep my own thoughts to myself lately, ive been trying to keep what people say to me, only to me. ive gone though so much fucking shit, to deal with friends, family and relationships. been through the drugs, the alcohol, to the coming home high as fuck and putting on fake little lies to get away from it. Ive been though the paranoid parents , to the point where i almost got kicked out. From the friends who hated me, and the ones who loved me. The boyfriend who cared about me and doubted me. this is who i am, love me or hate me. but please dont disrecpect me.		partnersincrime selena kovachiss backtoyesterday + life. + My Cinderella + i finally felt it again + been to long + complications archives + August 2009 + September 2009 + November 2009 + January 2010 layout credssss. An accidentality production Inspiration from DancingSheep & BONBON:D		thecomment box